welcome to crazy town

sigh

2005-08-13T18:48:26Z

*[HAVE YOU EVER..]*
been kissed..	chyaa!
lied to a friend..	unfortunately..
dyed ur hair	i got highlights once.
dressed punk	used to kind of..
kissed a girl	maybee
saw something u didnt want to	oh god! yes.
danced in the rain	once or twice
lied to ur parents	not like a huge lie
went barefoot in the snow	nope but i did wear flip flops once
played hockey	nuh uh
made ur own clothes	i don't even know how..
*[IN THE LAST 24 HOURS..]*
got in a fite	yes and i wish i could go back..
took a shower	nope but i am about to
gave a dirty look to someone	yeah but they totally deserved it
cried=(	more than usual:-(
did a cartwheel	nope i always hurt myself
went to school	still have 2 days for that
shopped	nope
danced	yes actually
got sick	lovesick..
did something u regret	omg like 1039042 things last night
discovered something new	i guess
*[IN SCHOOL YOU...]*
run to class because ur always late	chyaa thats me
act perfect	yeah right..
act hyper	no i'm wayy too tired
are a nerd	hahaha
in band??	nope
*[RIGHT NOW UR..]*
in ur pjs	basically
drinkin	nope
listening to music	yess! my ipod
watching a movie	nope
iming someone	away message up
talkin on the fone	i haven't all day
eating	nope
*[CLOTHES..]*
hot topic or abercrombie and fitch	abercrombie
thongs or briefs	thongss
boxers anyone?!?!	nope..
sweatpants or jeans	jeans
longsleeved shirts or short sleeve	longsleeves except when its hot
tube tops or tanks	tanks
*[CURRENTLY .. ]*
current clothes	gym shorts and tank top
current mood	really fucking depressed
current music	linkin park
current taste	toothpaste
current make-up	eyeliner
current thing I ought to be doing	not thinking about someone..
*[ LAST PERSON .. ]*
you hugged	alex:-(
yelled at	alex..
IMed.	john!
you touched	hmm..amanda touched my shoulder a little while ago..
*[ EiTHER/0R .. ]*
coffee or hot chocolate	coffee
big or little	? it depends..
lace or satin	lace
new or old	new
vogue or cosmopolitan	cosmo!
skirt or dress	skirt
wool or cotton	cotton
*[DO YOU..]*
put on a "front"	i don't think so..
have a crush on someone	you could say that..
if u got a tatoo where wud u get it	on my shoulder or ankle..something subtle
*[RANDOM QUESTiONS..]*
waht is the online symbol u use the most	<3
u have a boyfriend or girlfiend	not anymore:-(
who's hotter, Josh Hartnett or Chad Michael Murray	chad michael murray!!
what was the last thing you said	i said 'hi' to amanda
who would u want to be stuck in an elevator with	alex because then he couldn't get away..
do you like stickers	omg yes!
do u play with mad libs wen ur bored	not in forever!!
are you suicidal	nope..too scared
is your window open	no cause then bugs might get in my room:-(
what was the last pair of shoes you bought	umm flats i think
do you have a little brother	three little sisters
does he draw you cute pictures	i have tons of them
where do your grandparents live	umm in memphis
what do you think of when you hear the word click	computer mouse
are you a moron	yesss!!!
do you like trampolines	love them
have u ever accidentally sucked something up in the vacuum	haha like a billion times.
did you see American Pie 2	yess
do you cut yourself	nope too scared to do that either
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

i need to go mall-ing.

2005-07-19T20:57:34Z

well i'm sitting at home again. bored.

i'm finished will all of my summer reading..mostly. all i have left is like 300 pages in The Once and Future King, which is okay because i did everything else. and i can be done in like five days.

i miss alex:-(

he's at the mall with daniel and they have to leave in like an hour, which gives me no time to find a ride. i want to play ddr( shh!) and kayla and i are buying some bracelets.

woohoo i have plans for the weekend with rachel. if we remember to go through with them. i guess its a movie on saturday.

help me someone! i need ideas for songs on my ipod. so if you have any..tell me cause yeah i dn.

ugh i have the worst sleeping patterns ever. like omg. the other night i got like 2 hours of sleep so i thought i'd be able to go to bed at 11:30 or so like alex always does but for some reason i couldn't fall asleep until like 4 or so..again. plus i had like this really weird dream about a ddr machine at the airport that was really weird because it wasn't working and is was in an airport and my mom was there waiting for me at a restraunt..so yeah.

mann i'm starving. like wow. maybe i'll eat a salad..or pasta roni.

well i've got some phone calls to make.

much o <3,

lar

your the reason i breathe/your the reason i cry/your the reason i give when i break down and cry

2005-07-09T08:31:49Z

howdy!

rachel has been in town for the past few days and now shes leaving tomorrow morning at 8:30 so i guess that means i go home tomorrow. which is bittersweet. i'll miss rachel of course, and i can't wait to get away from ryan. AND i get to see alex!!! YAY! i cant wait to see my schnucky!!!!

omg i miss you so much alex!! i can't wait to see tomorrow and we're going to have fun and then when we get married we can party all the time and never spend another day apart and its just going to be fantabulous! agh i just love you so much and im sorry for everything that i have ever done to you and i try not to do it anymore!!!!! my schnucky i love you!*&!^&@%^!^@%$!#$@!%#$@^$

im so sad! i don't want kayla to move away to mississippi. but i'll get to see her if i babysit for some people i know in southaven and that would be awesome. and we can have ipod and belly ring parties! cause were just hot like that..

i want to get my tongue pierced that would be hott.

democrats are better.

i love alex..

and because i do..

i have to go so i can talk to you my schnucky!

much o <3!

lar

from spencers..

2005-07-05T03:30:25Z

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. lauren

2. lar

3. larizzle

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. larwar91604

2. imdashiznitz45

3. lovelylar96

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. eyes

2. lips

3. stomach

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. i get nervous a lot

2. my height

3. smile

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
[i think these are right but i dn]
1. italian

2. cherokee

3. dutch

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. the dark

2. a house without chocolate

3. being alone

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. seeing/talking to alex

2. music

3. food
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. bikini

2. camo hat

3. pink soffes

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP

1. trust

2. love

3. compatibility

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE

1. i love alex

2. im watching Diary of a Mad Black Woman right now

3. my toe nails are painted black today

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. hair

2. hands

3. lips

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1. be violent

2. pay attention in class

3. lift weights

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. listening to music

2. swimming/tanning

3. spending time with my schnucky

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. see alex

2. play in the rain

3. go to bed

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. france

2. germany

3. california

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. have an accomplished job

2. marry alex

3. ride in an airplane

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL

1. i love to shop

2. i dont look good without makeup

3. my favorite piece of clothing is a skirt

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

1. alex

2. kayla

3. amanda

i am NOT a nugget.

2005-06-27T23:24:12Z

well so rachel and sterling are in town, but i haven't talked to them because well.. i'm kind of being ignored.

but everything is okay because kayla is coming over after she eats dinner[whenever that is..?]

well. i went to the mall today with alex, amanda, rachel, and sterling. they went off somewhere else but alex and i played ddr/walked around. and aghh i played ddr for the first time at wolfchase. i didnt do soo bad but i didnt try either because i was in a skirt and yeah..thats just not good. i was supposed to go to celestes pool at four today but my dad says i have to be at home because..i probably shouldn't say but if you matter then you already know.

i think that i am the only person who has even started on summer reading but i really don't want to work on it. i still have one book and one journal left to complete but i really, really don't want to do it. ugh.

i have like this ringing in my ears for some reason and i keep thinking that it's the phone..but its not..

everyone has a myspace and i really want one.. i would make one but i don't have the patience nor the time so if someone can help me out with that? hmm..maybe i'll get alex to help me make one sometime.

i think i'm getting 40 more dollars for my birthday so i have to go shopping! cause yeah..who saves their money these days? not me. i want to get a "hugs not drugs" shirt from hot topic [17 dollars?]and i need a white tank top to match my yellow skirt [7 dollars?]but i also want this "Daddy's Little Girl" shirt i saw at aeropostale which was totally cute.[like 15ish dollars?] sigh. plus i want to get alex lots of stuff[pants and a tshirt from somewhere? and Hitch for his PSP!]

i really need to hang out with some of my friends that i haven't seen like ALL summer. rachel and ginger..you guys need to call me. or better yet..i'll call you! well hmm i dn who else i'm forgetting but i'm sure theyre is someone.

ugh you know what really sucks? there's this new rule at the pool where you have to be 18 to be there or with an adult. which sucks. a lot.

well.

update:
the spawn hasn't been born yet. thank god.
i got a haircut? did i say that yet?

that's all i guess

my feet hurt:-(

wow is my life exciting.

i'm gonna go now.

much o <3!

lar

i have a bellybutton

2005-06-27T04:14:28Z

well it feels like its been forever..but i'm finally here.

happy birthday to me! as of june 22 i am officially 15. hehe.
well lets see i got a lot this year: a jean skirt, a white skirt, like eight shirts, 45 dollars, a makeshift gift from celeste, a hair straightener, two pairs of shoes, like 4 pairs of soffes, 2 belly rings, pink IPOD, nail polish, make-up..hmm i dn what else but ya.

my party was okay i guess. i mean, we got to swim and eat chinese, even though no one showed up.[except the people who love me..A.K.A. alex, kayla, and celeste]

well i just got back from nashville and it was booring. we went to the mall and the waterpark which was okay. but the mall was awesome and i spent all of my money:-(.. i got a yellow skirt, a purple striped polo, two really cutee thongs, a huuge pink bag from victoria secret, matching bracelets for alex and i, and a blue, green, and white striped polo from american eagle for my love. yeah and i played ddr but yeah..lets not talk about that.

rachel and sterling are in town.
and theyre here right now.

so ya.

i might go to the mall tomorrow. or..swimming with celeste?
who knows.

goddamn im bored.

i need to paint my nails.

i only have 222 songs on my ipod. i need to go to layla's house and get like 100 or more songs. maybe in a few days?

gah. im never eating again. i had so much fast food the past three days.

today:

when i got home i called alex but mr. procrastinator was cutting the yard and i didnt get to see him for like 45 minutes. ugh it was so annoying. jenna walked in the room and alex was like tickling me or something and jenna told my dad we were on top of each other making out? which we actually weren't doing. so yeah now alex isnt allowed in my room?? sigh
on a lighter note, we saw madagascar. it was okay but at least the lion's name was alex.
so yeah hes a badass.

ugh im pissed. its so goddamn fucking loud in here. i can't hear alex on the phone becuase everyone is yelling. so yeah i'm going to stop tying. i'll update later.

i love you, schnucky!

much o <3,

lar!

blech!

2005-06-17T19:44:22Z

grounded until my birthday. yuck.

if you're invited to my party..i'll call you.

otherwise..i dn leave a message if you care

i love you, alex, and dont forget to write in your journal for me everyday.

mucho love,

lar

only $29.99 a month.

2005-06-06T20:50:22Z

wow, i haven't updated in..forever? my summer has been busier than a whore on new years' eve. haha. ya..okay.

i have a confession.
i am addicted.
to ddr.

happy birthday, kayla!! and happy belated birthday to mrs. yawn.

alex is in north carolina for the week and he won't be back until saturday. i miss him so much:-( but he lent me his ps2 until he returns..so all i've been doing for the past three days is ddr.

i went to ginger's house for two days. and we played ddr. then i went to kayla's house for two days. and we played ddr. we broke the mat.

celeste came over last night and she brought candy and food. we played ddr and had cockfights with our fun noodles. we were just dancing and being crazy and i got zero sleep until like 7 this morning.

celeste made me a mix tape:
Seasons by Chris Cornell
Shimmer by Fuel
Rearview Mirror by Pearl Jam
No Rain by Blind Melon
Jaded by Aerosmith
Don't Wanna Miss A Thing by Aerosmith
Angel by Aerosmith
How You Remind Me by Nickleback
Too Bad by Nickleback
Everlong by Foo Fighters
Big Me by Foo Fighters
Glycerine by Bush
Fall To Pieces by Velvet Revolver
Burden in My Hand by Soundgarden
About a Girl by Nirvana

awesome, no?

well.

i would just like to say..

PhillyBillyannaboppaloppadingdong

*applause*

as you can see..im slightly cracked out. and celeste is asleep in my room. i'd love to join her. of course, not in the same bed but im leaning towards the tired phase of my day.

i might go to the mall.

we had "family day" on friday. so, my dad took us and the chilluns to italian fest, but we got tired of that. thus, we found ourselves at kroger where we engaged in the act of buying desserts. i got alex an orange flavored pixie stick for his going-away present and sundae cones for myself. then we went to putt putt where i spent an hour and a half winning tickets only to get a miniature rubix cube and a candy cane pencil. then we went to see The Longest Yard, which was a good movie i suppose although i was hoping to see Crash. the fucktards wouldn't let me in because it was rated R, though.

when i got home that night, i had 33 missed calls.

all from alex.

which i guess is understandable because i told him we were going to spend the day together. but oh well. he knows it wasn't my fault. and i am sorry.

well i'm going to take a shower and then get dressed. maybe..

i love you, schnucky and i miss you dearly!!!!!!!

much-o love,

lar!

i know. im weird. but i love these things.

2005-05-30T22:01:29Z

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I died from suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:

WOULD YOU:
Be my friend?:
Lie to make me feel better?:
Spread rumors about me?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Loan me some cash?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:
Take advantage of me if I were in bed, naked, and drunk?:

dance floor jampacked..hot as a teakettle

2005-05-22T19:24:02Z

hey wow i haven't updated in days!

school is FINALLY out!

my uncle died last weekend and my dad had to fly out to virginia to the funeral. i couldn't go because we had exams all week, so i went to stay with celeste from wednesday afternoon until friday morning. it was awesome..

OH god!! the season finale of the OC was on thursday and OMG it was soo good! if you missed it, i really feel sorry for you.

the other day during lunch i was like half asleep and these people came by asking people to sign up for the girls' lacrosse team and i was like okay? so i signed up. but i really dont know how to play at all. so someone needs to teach me..

and celeste is teaching me how to play guitar. she taught me how to read music and im not bad at it..considering i'm left handed and she only has right-handed guitars.

i did extremely well on my exams..considering the grades i was expecting.

history- 92
clue- 94?
art- 103
geometry-96

i dont know my science or gym grade but im 100 percent positive i passed my gym.

pools open in like 8 days!!

:-( i cannot wait until my birthday! june 22!

gahh! preAP really sucks.
we have to do these two dialectical journals which are like 50 pages each and they have to bound at kinkos in MLA format. ugh. and we have to read L'Morte de Arthur[i think thats the title?], A Connecticut Yankee in King Arthur's Court, and The Once and Future King. ugh i think im going to seriously die.

alex!-
wow aren't you special you get your very own section. im sorry you still have three days of school left but at least you get out at like 10? good luck on your exams! i KNOW you can do it!!once you get through that, we'll have the whole SUMMER and EVERY night to do whatever you want! we can watch movies and fall asleep and go swimming every day..[along with of course lots of alone time with you and me] GAH! i just love you soo much and im SOO sorry for everything i've ever done to hurt you! i promisio that it will NEVER EVER happen again because i won't talk to anyone who is a bad influence on me i swear. i want us to be together FOREVER and we'll be soo happy!!! i know we've had our problems in the past but now we have the stress of school of our minds and more time to worry about more important things. now you have to comment and make it longer than my entry and write in your journal about how awesome this summer is going to be!! i love you sooooo very much!!!!

i hope rachel and sterling are coming to memphis soon. personally, i don't see why someone in florida would want to come HERE but to each his own, right? but they still have a week of school left.

ugh im so pissed. last night i got in trouble for being 2 fucking minutes late home. my dad was like, "when i say ten, i mean TEN." and then he said i couldn't do anything tonight. ugh.

i cleaned my room like a week ago and i promised myself i wouldn't let it get bad again, but its even worse than before. plus i have a huuge pile of laundry that needs to be done. i feel like a fucking housewife. haha.

hmm does anyone want to come over tonight?

im extremely bored.

i hope everyone is having a fantastic summer break..or if yours hasnt started yet, i hope it will be fantastic!!!!

im gonna go get started on my room!

much-o <3,

lar

sweetened with splenda

2005-05-10T20:33:30Z

howdy-do!

well my weekend was good.
friday-paradiso with ginger and alex. rachel was there and alex's friends were as well. we saw Amtyville Horror[finally] and it was better than i expected. surprisingly. then we went to TCBY and got icecream. yum. then home.

saturday- alex's house for a few hours. it was fun. then, mall with celeste. we saw drew at hot topic and he was in a hula skirt and a coconut bra. haha. hmm then home to hang with my sisters.

sunday- mother's day. woo. my mom actually thought i would go to her house. ya right. my dad, jenna, and i went to visit my grandma, but she was out with my uncle john, so instead we went to lunch. i got hot cheetos, chocolate lovers' reeses, and coke. talk about healthful. haha. then we went to oak court until my grandma finally called. then it was family bonding time. woohoo. paradiso to see Monster-in-Law on the grand screen. it was really funny.

well, so now its Tuesday and i cannot wait for this week to be over. except FINAL EXAMS next week! ahh! but then its summer.

aww alex got me Gossip Girl #7! awww im so happy. alex i love you more than anything!!

so this was my day:

i woke up this morning and i was tired times a billion! i really don't know whyy i was so exhausted. nevertheless, i got ready for school and then left! haha but i fell asleep in the car on the 5 minute drive.

homeroom- read gossip girl!

world history- i TRIED paying attention during the presentations on the Berlin Wall and umm..whatever the other one was. haha. but i fell asleep right away, and definitely did not wake up until the bell. homework is exam review.

clue- we did the practice test for the end of course exam tomorrow and i only missed 2! i hope its not hard because its 15 percent of our final grade. homework is vocab. i guess?

art- some worksheet and read gg/huckleberry finn! [one chapter to go] no homework!

geometry- we started on our projects due friday. its like some illusion thing? ahh! i got my geometry test back from yesterday! i got a 90!! woohoo! no homework!

lunch- read gg!

physical science- lasted until the end of the day because the power went out and they couldn't ring the bells. we took an open note test. instant A. read gg! [duh!] no homework!

so haha, i already have a line of people waiting to read gg so i have to finish it tonight. not that i won't. rachel, then kayla, then my sister. hmm anyone else?

Dr. Phil is on.

alex is at the mall playing ddr. and seriously, i don't mind so please don't feel bad because i love you!!

library thursday *yay* but no OC *sigh* because im going to see my sister perform at my auditorium at 7. so someone PLEASE TAPE IT FOR ME!?

well time for me to go indulge in my book of the day. haha.

dont forget to comment!

much-o love,

lar

thou art not conquered

2005-05-04T21:17:07Z

howdy! it's wednesday!! and i'm all hyped up and ready for thursday. i wish the weekend would come.

i miss alex.

so, my day was..a blur..

world history* the other vietnam war group taught the class today, and it was about 249873483124 times better than my group's presentation. i still have to write my 2-page report and all that fun stuff. when does it have to be done by? friday, right?

clue* we have a take home test. it is a practice PSAT..i'll do it later..we got our pop quizzes back. i got a 107 and a 90. yay. we finished watching romeo and juliet as well. it was soo good, but i think i was the only one in the class who cared. sigh.

art* we had to fill out this worksheet. completely pointless. then, mrs. spell told us to think of a cartoon character because we're drawing them tomorrow. i hae a couple ideas in mind, though.

geometry* took the last notes of the year! fun. i have a test on tuesday, which is the last test of the year. ahh. i can't wait for the year to be over. thirteen days left..i think. we have homework tonight.

physical science* we did a practice test for the end of the course exam. it was 24 questions, i think? and i only missed four of them. then we did a worksheet, but she didn't take it up.

gym* same as always..its getting annoying. dress out, then don't do ANYTHING. celeste, tiffany, and i had like a fifteen minute arguement over natural selection. it was awesome.

after school, celeste and i went to my locker and troy comes up and closes it. i was already in a bad mood, plus i hate him, so i started yelling obseneties at him..and like, all these people were staring. it was great. then celeste and i walked out to my car and we timed it..because we're cool like that. it took somewhere about 12 minutes. pathetic, huh?

sigh.

like you care about my day?

im watching oprah. its about postpardum depression.

wow. it was insane. today i didn't get to school until 7:25. that's a new record. but i have a good reason. my dad stopped by schnucks to get me cough drops. honey lemon flavored ones. not bad, actually. i can't stand the cherry ones.

i'm hungry.

i think i might eat a snow cone.

maybe..

sigh. i feel so bad for being such a shitty girlfriend to alex. i really and truly do love him. i'm just not good at showing it. i try so hard, i really do, but i still end up fucking things up. i'm sorry:-(

on a lighter note,

tomorrow is perfection. library, OC[it comes on tomorrow, right?], alex+lauren time,..the list goes on.

so i should probably start on my homework. i just DON'T care about it. ugh.

im going to go find something to eat. wish me luck!

much-o love,

lar!

east coast, west coast, worldwide!!

2005-05-03T00:24:03Z

heyy! its monday:-( yuucky!

i'd like to start off first by saying that i love alex more than anything, and no matter what anybody says, i do!!

yesterday i had a temperature of 99.8. and yeah i still have that cough. so this morning my dad took my temperature and it was normal! ugh. and i still felt like shit but had to go to school. then, to top things off, i tried to talk but my voice was gone!!

today was..well, i'll let you see for yourself:

homeroom** i was soo bored. thus, i did what a boring person might do..i read a book. Huckleberry Finn, to be exact, and i wouldn't really call it reading because i had to stop every line. there was this guy and he kept bumping into my chair, so i had to stop reading and move my seat over so he wouldn't hit me.

world history** i thought we were going to have to teach the class, but i don't until tomorrow. which makes no sense because gateway for algebra is tomorrow, and i don't think i have to teach for the three hours we're stuck in there. so the topic i chose [vietnam war] was a bad choice because we have to go first! that wouldn't be so bad but we just got this assignment friday. two people in my group weren't even there..and today one of them was still absent..so like she doesn't even know this project exists..and tomorrow i have to do the class introduction. ughh. i got my test back!! 88!! yay

clue** we got our grades on the vocabulary test. 100!! yay and the one i actually had to guess on, i got right! score one for lauren. also, i have to recite a poem on the next to last day of school[the 19th]. umm, mrs kitts is having her end of the year party on friday the 13th. haha. im so going! were gonna watch west side story.:-)! we read this one scene in romeo and juliet, the scene where the nurse found juliet "dead"..

art** well all we did was watch the incredibles. well, part of it. and it was really good. like, i loved it. haha. and okay i looked around the classroom and nobody was like..watching..haha i felt like a loser. and kayla wasn't there the first 50 minutes of class.

geometry** umm..we did circles..yummy. haha. we took a quiz..which i'm almost postive i passed! haha, that's a first. so then we checked homework, which i thought i understood, but i got more than half of them wrong..haha oh well..

physical science** do i even have to say it??? notes.and a worksheet.

gym** same as every day this semester. except tiffany wasn't there. we dressed out..and then did nothing.

then home, and then i watched dr. phil and oprah. celeste came over, umm i tutored her for like 10 minutes for gateway tomorrow. then we were dancing and we had a cock fight..wait that was amanda and me. haha. hmm.

..
...

skipping the bad part of my day..

...
..

im waiting for alex to get out of the shower.. only like 10 more minutes.

ladee daa

im bored.

doesn't life suck?

well, im going to go. notice how my day went from WOW to blah..haha well it went from WOW to blah to WOW to blah again but i skipped the second wow part because that was bad:-(

im really leaving this time..i swear.

ahh! i forgot to tell about my awesome weekend.
haha.

overall, i spent approximately TWENTY hours with alex..and that so wasn't enough. but i spent all day at his house [kayla was there part of the time] and we watched movies[Ace Ventura: Pet Detective, and Liar Liar] and tv[cartoon network and other various networks??], ate like waay too much food[velveeta shells and cheese, cake, holy crap i don't evne know what else..], and umm haha whatever you think he and i do alone together..haha.

well okay im going..thats the highlight of my weekend.

much-o love,

lar!

i do love alex, i do, i do, i doo

2005-04-27T00:12:20Z

alex, i love you more than anything because you're so sweet, funny, smart, loving, caring, and umm i just do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'd do anything for you i swearr!

ladee daaa

2005-04-26T01:40:58Z

hey its monday!

godd! okay so all weekend i was at rachel's house, right? and my dad picks me up at six on sunday and he's all mad at me because i didn't try hard enough to get a hold of him. sigh. oh well..

soo today i missed 2nd[world history] and part of 3rd[clue] because i had to go to the orthodontist. but he kept calling me a "pretty girl" which creeped me out because he was really old, and he took pictures of me..but maybe he was supposed to do that? hmm but i wont know for like three weeks if i'm getting braces or not.

the rest of my day was okay..

art* kayla and i went through magazines instead of doing our work..haha..and i read this article, Why You Can Love Your Husband..and Brad Pitt Too, and it was awesome! haha. and sshe found her iPod that she had been missing for like two weeks.

geometry* we did review for the test tomorrow. which reminds me, i have to finish that for homework tonight. yeah it was pretty much boring.

physical science* notes and a worksheet. whats new??

gym* first, nobody thought we were supposed to be dressing out..so we were just sitting there. and then coach willis told us to dress out. so we did. and then all we did was sit there and then walk around for five minutes.

ahh on dr phil today, they were talking about prenuptial agreements. haha.

and omg on oprah-around the world, the girls from iceland have sex at 15 and no one cares. and like everyone has sex on the first date like its no big deal. and they had this girl from india known as "the prettiest woman in the world" and she was so pretty.:-(

im like really sick[allergies, i think] and ughh my nose is all stopped up and i have a bad cough. yuck..

omg. today i saw this girl and i swear she looked dead, but still really pretty. like, she wore a TRIPLE zero in jeans or something. she must have weighed 80 pounds? holy crap i felt so fat.

i saw this lost dog sign on a pole on the way to school and it said 'Missing: Big Red Dog'. haha. i think it was supposed to be a joke because like how could you LOSE clifford?? haha. yeah..

hmm. i know i must be doing something wrong because i don't have like any homework..and that can't be right..can it?

sigh.

i took a nap today and it felt so good to rest.

im soo ready for summer. i'm not kidding, i will die if its not over soon. i can't believe our freshman year is almost over though. like, im going to be a sophmore next year! can you believe it?? haha.

ahh!! i want to go to music fest!!! its not fair!! sigh. lucky bitches equals all you who are going. im jealous!

i love you, alex. cause you're my love monster. haha.

craving candy...

A pregnancy test is the magic wand that makes men disappear!
^^haha, kayla. true!^^

soo hmm what am i doing this weekend? spending time with alex? hmm. what else? god im sad. im planning out my weekend and im still recovering from the last one, which by the way was yesterday? haha.

i need sleep so badly.

on thursday, i AM going to the library! whos coming with me? so far alex and kayla[and, thus, daniel?]..celeste maybe? ahh can't wait for the OC!

celeste and i decided i have the psyce of a guy. hhaha. don't ask..

but..

i think i'm gonna go.

much-o love,

lar!

whats up??

2005-04-24T04:31:45Z

hey im at rachels casa!
shes on the phone with bob. so ya i stole the computer.haha.

so you know how my weekend was SUPPOSED to be like super busy?
i was gonna see ginger but she was in mississippi..
ddr with ginger[ same reason]
celeste and i didnt do anyhting excpet she was at the movies[ i dn why??]

well, this was my EXCITING weekend as of today. haha.

friday: after school, my dad maade me like clean the kitchen and then he left and alex couldnt come over. soo ya he was pissed about that. then, i went over to rachels dad's house and we ordered pizza and rented Wicker Park. then we painted our nails..yeah all that crazy stuff. hmm then we went to bed like semi-early..and didn't wake up until noon. [which is a big deal for me..considering i usually wake up around 9] yeah so we halfway ate a chicken biscuit from chickfila..by the way--our only meal of the day..

saturday: called rachels mom and got her to pick us up. we were supposed to go to oak court but we never got a chance to because her mom went to lowes and forgot her cell phone. so yaa alex was pretty mad about that. [im sorry alex i love you!] then hmm finally at 7ishh we went to paradiso and hung out for while. and um alex, celeste, bob, and like some other people were there..hmm yeah but now im back at rachels house

so this whole time ive been trying to get a hold of my dad. and i left like 3 or 4 messages and he hasnt called back or anything. so i dn whats up with him..

apparently, this Logan character bought my sister amanda a baby monkey. im like, wtf? haha.

god, this sucks. my allergies are acting up like INSANELY. and i keep coughing. god i feel sick.

so at least my nails look totally awesome. theyre alternating white and black except for the middle fingers because theyre hot pink. haha. crazy, huh?

haha. rachel is still over there on the phone with bob.

so ya since me and rachel forgot to eat all day..at 10:25 we had a feast of Chex Mix, coke, ice cream, and umm gushers. haha.

okay, maybe its just me..but everyone has been acting weird all weekend. umm wasn't 4/20 like 4 days ago??

ahh! erica has a boyfriend. confused equals me.

i really need to go to the tanning bed. like, one day this week.
hha okay that was DEFINITELY a random thought.

rachel gave me some cough medicine like a couple hours ago and when we were at the movies i was LOOPY as hell. it was hilarious.

my favorite rapper used to sing ch check out my melody..
haha that song is on the radio.

hah the most hilarious thing at the movies happended. unless of course, you were the guy whos car it happened to.. then, in that case, it sucks to be you..[haha jk] well okay he like revved his engine and then like the engine EXPLODED. and they couldnt get his car to start. haha i dn.

well okay im gonna go because tired equals me.

much-o love,

lar!

happy national pot smoker's day!..

2005-04-21T01:20:12Z

hey guys!
sorry i havent updated in a while. things in school just get so busy on weeekdays. fortunately, i have next to no homework tonight.

im eating chunky soup! yumm its so good.

i drew this face in art, and it had to be proportional with shading and all that..and i spent like forever on it! and holy shit i got an 88! im so pissed.

THERES A NEW POPE! agh hes awesome. hes german and 79 years old. pope benedict XVI. - his name

so here was my day:

world history- i paid attention in class and took notes and everything. haha.

clue- we watched romeo and juliet again. aww its the sweetest movie ever. tomorrow some of 6th period is coming in to do a workshop with us. and then on friday were acting out the scene where Mercutio dies and i have to be Benvolio.

art- im drawing a picture from a magazine and it doesnt look half bad if i do say so myself.

geometry- trigonometry. blah. were doing something on sines today.

physical science- we had a sub yesterday and today we did a worksheet.

gym- didn't dress out because of clubs.

we went to psychology club and it was our last meeting. we voted for offices for next year, and i really wanted to be president because no one else wanted the job..but ya..

my weeekend was wow.
friday- nothing.
saturday- alex came over really early and he got me a caramel frappachino and the name on it was Elijah..haha. and then my dad took my sisters and i to see robots and wow it really sucked. then i went to mcalisters to meet alex but he was at sekisui with daniel and kayla and didnt show up for like an hour. rachel, ashton, and umm i dn alot of other people were there so we just kinda hung out and stuff. tthen i came home and watched Thirteen.
sunday- i went tanning, then alex came over, we watched Thirteen again, then he left, came back, and we hung out outside.

hmm so this weekend ive already got a busyyy schedule.

i have to find time to :
learn ddr for alex
stn with ginger
go to the movies with celeste
go to hueys with rae
go to the mall with yawn and amanda

wow and im sure there is a lot more.

i have to do the dishes.

i love alex so much and i miss him more than anything and he SOO is hott enough for me.

i started playing super mario 64 on sunday[becasue i was bored as hell] and i already have 109 stars.

damn oc is tomorrow! i cannot wait! agh and library!

well ive got a lot to do and not much time to do it.

i really hope kayla and daniel work it out.

much-o love,

lar

weeekend..finally!

2005-04-15T23:07:24Z

hey guys whats up its finally friday! *does a little dance* my day was umm boring..

world history!- we reviewed for the test monday. studying is my only homework! yaaa awesome

clue- we watched romeo and juliet up to the scene where they first meet! awww it was so sweet! and hubba hubba was romeo a babe. haha.

art- weve been working hard all week..[ya right] so mrs spell let us watch all these pixar short films and some time next week were gonna watch the incredibles. fun fun.

geometry- we started working on trigonometry. yuck. but its really easy, so no complaints here.

science- we took notes..ya of course..and then we did an exit exam practice and i got 9 wrong:-(

gym- we didn't dress out again [track meet] so celeste, tiffany, and i just talked the whole time.

ugh i have to go do dishes soon. i HATE doing the dishes. yuck.

ugh.

it happened again. i got screwed out of having plans tonight. well, not necessarily..i didn't have time to make any until today and then i couldn't find a ride to the movies. so..ya now i dont think im doing anything. maybe going to hang out with amanda and her boyfriend and swim in his pool, but who knows.

agh tomorrow alex says will be "my day". as in..i get to see him ALL day. :-)! yay

i want to go to the mall with lawrence and amanda because they're bringing a TON of money and i want to help them pick out stuff and look HOTT! cause im so good at it..haha. plus you know, maybe i can get something..my sister is gonna get a tonn of pairs of soffees for the summer. gahh during the summer i swear i LIVE in a bikini and soffees. haha.

i made a new and improved wish list:

vera bradley purse
flats!
ipod

umm well thats the basic necessities i guess? haha ya right!! but its ddefinitly the top 3.

i really want to see the amytville horror. like, the previews for it really freak me out. haha. it looks good. rachels seeing it tonight so i'll know if its good or not.

my sister baileys birthday is may 1st. and goddd shes got a shit load of presents so far. like DAMMMN im jealous:-( haha.

OMG the oc on thursday was soo good! anyone else see it!? i cannot wait to see the next one!

:-(! i want to go to music fest. like BADLY. but *sigh* i dont think ill be able to.

and i really wwanted to see my data match cause im really curious to see who i got[even though it doesnt matter since i have alex!]. and i wanted to see spencer bohren[but i didnt bring my money for that either] and aghh i want to see metamorphosis. everyone who goes with mrs kitts gets to sit on the front row with PANCHOS! how aweesome is that? and noo..not the cheese dip.[haha thats what i was thinking at first..]

hmm well aww arent daniel and kayla so cute. hes at her house right now playing ddr. awww! thats so adorable.

i wanted to see alex today. but i couldnt use the phone earlier[my dad needed it] and alex called like 10 times and i didn't pick up so he went to wolfchase. and when i called him he was on the interstate so now i dont get to see him today:-( sigh. i love you anyways alex!

ahh we finally got our air fixed!

i ran six[!] laps today around the parking lot. the first two were soo easy but after that..omg i thought i was going to die. i really need to get into shape

i was supposed to go do the dishes like 10 minutes ago.

oh well..

my foot is asleep!

ahh.

im gonna go its almost dinner time. were having..tomato soup? haha!

much-o love,

lar

yummy to my tummy:-)

2005-04-14T00:30:02Z

okay so its wednesday. only two more days left until the end of the week. yay.

hmm well today was interesting, i suppose.

history- we had a pop quiz and i think i got about half of them right. he might move our test to monday, though. score!!

clue- umm romeo and juliet again. book report for homework. i finished mine!! for the first time ever, i didn't procrastinate.

art- we drew noses again. booring. but kayla and i were looking through magazines so it wasn't so bad.

geometry- we were supposed to go to the FHAO meeting, but my teacher was being an annyoing bitch and we had a test that day so i couldn't leave until i finished since i "didn't remind her ahead of time" when how the hell was i supposed to know? so i rushed through my test and probably got a D.

at the meeting we talked about the confederate flag controversy. i sat with celeste and these other people who had very interesting views. it was cool, though, because our group all reached a reasonable compromise.

physical science- we had that awesome sub-guy so all we did was worksheets.

gym- coach willis gave us a choice of either full-court basketball or walk around the court for 10 minutes. so which one do you think i chose? haha. the walking was soo much easier.

ughh so my predicaments today after school:
i wanted rachel to come over since my dad wouldn't let me spend the night at her house. so i spent like 20 minutes convincing him that it was okay. so then rachel asks her mom and she says no!? godddd im so pissed.

my dad and jenna were being really mean to me and i was like crying. not only did she say that i was fat[like i need that from anyone],i was on the phone and i asked if alex could come over and then jenna was like "god lauren why are you so obsessed with him? what are you gonna do when he goes away to college?? youre not always going to be together. aren't your parents a good example of that?"

ugh.

then they were supposed to go see a movie[thats why alex couldnt come over] but then they never decided on one and like DIDN'T LEAVE. i was like oh my god he could have already come here and left by now. goddd was i pissed.

then my dad was like "dont you have homework?" sigh. yes i did. so he made me get off the phone and go do it.

and now i am done..

which leads me here..

so my day wasn't alll that bad. i got my report card and my GPA is 4.333!!!

grades.

history- 86
clue- 90
art- 98
geometry- 95
science- 94
gym- 100

awesome, no?

god. i want to see alex. no, i don't want to, i NEED to. i haven't seen him in 4 days. ughh. and for us, that is a big deal. right now he doesn't think i love him and i have to think of a way to prove it. hmm..i guess my ddr idea wasn't enough.

ideas anyone?

tomorrow = thursday.
thursday = alex. oc. :-)!

i have to return 'tis to the library tomorrow. i don't think i'll forget but someone remind me please.

my dad is watching this divinci code special on tv right now. yawn. i had deep dish pizza for dinner. hmm..what a great meal for my diet.

well im gonna go find some dessert. urgh. i mean, noo. im gonna go..find something else to do. wish me luck!

parting is such sweet sorrow.

much-o love,

lar

you are beautiful, in every single way

2005-04-12T21:40:53Z

sigh. it's only tuesday. i swear this has been the longest day ever.

i am so fat. i have, like, the worst habit ever: eating when i'm bored. i've been home less than an hour, and already i've eaten two snacks...well, three.

okay, so here was my day:

woke up and called alex. he told me about this psycho dream he had..haha.

homeroom- finished all of my homework that i didn't do last night.

history- for once, DIDN'T FALL ASLEEP. we watched a video about world war II. it was sad:-( but kinda boring. we have a test friday, though.

clue- we read the scene in Romeo and Juliet where they first meet. aww it was sweet. carlisle played Tybalt and he did really good..or at least i thought so. we had to write out the balcony scene. eileen acted it out with aamir and they did good. i feel so untalented. we danced as well!!! it was awesomee.

art- we had to draw noses! and yesterday we had to draw eyes. omg. it was hilarious. kayla drew mine for me because i couldn't do it right. but then we got our grades back today and i got a 100 and she got a 98. haha. ms. spell was showing us how NOT to draw our noses and they were like x-rated pictures.

geometry- review day for test tomorrow! [which means i get C lunch!]

physical science- review day for test thursday. *yawn*

gym- track meet. so we didnt dress out today. we were supposed to play "man against the world" anyways..and thats just violent.

ummm.

so i just ate a brownie. add THAT to my list of food.

ladee daa..

so whats my homework?

history- finish reading about WWII
clue- book report due THURSDAY. does anybody know how to do it?
art- nada!
geom.- nada!
physical science- studyy!
gym- nada!

im watching oprah! she just said zippity-do-da. haha.

im on the phone with the fantabulous kayla!

in history we have to do current events. and it has to be "world news". it really sucks because now we have to cut out articles and EVERYTHING. yuck.

AnGeLkIsSeS08756 (4:17:27 PM): i wish i had a big fluffy tail..:-(

^^ haha wtf?
that'd be awesome, though!

im bored:-(

i want to call alex but i don't want to be all obsessive. god, im such a loser..

i haven't talked to erica in so long. im pretty sure she hates me. like, she doesn't even eat lunch with me or wait for me in the mornings/after class like she used to. so..ya.

i wanna do something with rachel this weekend. 'cause shes totally awesome. and umm ginger too, if she wants.

next year, i kinda want to be in model UN. besides, i think celeste might do it too.

rachel said that there is only four more fridays left of our freshman year. wow thats like insane. well, ive got nothing else to look forward to. mothers day is soon, but i don't have a mother..so whats after that? my little sister's birthday is may 1st and mines not until june.

my grades for the 5th six weeks are really good. i'm almost positive i have all A's and B's. score one for lauren!

so i dont know my plans for this weekend. apparantly, the plans keep getting changed with alex and daniel. so, i have no clue which days to make plans on and which ones to keep open.

im really tired. which is weird since last night i went to bed kinda early- 11:30. haha. but i haven't gotten much sleep lately at all. too many late-night phone conversations. sigh

im hungry..still.

i want new lip gloss. like, okay, i know it sounds dumb, but everybody i see has the same carmex i have. so i feel the same as everybody else. i want something new and different. so, ya...

im gonna go 'cause im on the phone with the wonderful ALEX!!! i love you so much!!!

much-o love,

larr

long time, no type

2005-04-05T23:41:58Z

wow. i havent updated in a long time. i've been busy, busy, busy.

HEY RACHEL!!! SEE NOW YOU'RE IN HERE!!!!!!!!!!

i hate gossip.

aww now me and alex are back together and our new anniversary is march 31, except that doesn't work because there isnt an april 31st. so now our anniversary is april 1. hmm..

i love you, schnucky!

aww! daniel and kayla are tooo cute. you two are going to last forever and a day. i cant wait for us four to go to the library thursday.

hmm well as good as i feel inside, i feel like shit outside. like, i havent eaten much recently because my stomach has been hurting so much lately. on top of that, i have stupid cramps and yuck..

omg i cannot believe its only tuesday. yesterday i took a nap, and when i woke up, i got on the phone. for some reason, i was thinking it was friday and when i rememebered it was only monday, i thought i was going to cry.

i ran a mile in gym yesterday. 12 minutes and 40 seconds. i know, i know, it's bad because the average is like, 9 minutes. celeste and i are going to start running every other day, though. today in gym we did sit-ups/push-ups and i did 34 sit-ups and 14 sit-ups. that reallly sucks. god, i am so fat.

today celeste asked me what lip gloss i was wearing but it was just carmex? so i was like does it look bad?? and she was like noo its glittery..haha im not sure how that happened.

i like, really want to see fever pitch. i dn why, it just looks really good.

well lets see, what do i have to do..

history- i had a test today. yuck. and im pretty sure i failed. and i have to write a movie plot story thing for tomorrow. i have an open-book map test. haha. am i the only one who sees an automatic 100 opportunity?

clue- ahh! memorize 52 lines of the balcony scence from romeo and juliet. so far ive got: "But soft;what light through yonder window break?/ it is the east and juliet is the sun/ arise, fair sun, and kill the envious moon/who is already sick and pale with grief/ that thou her maid art far more fair than she..." i think thats right.. hmm. i have a book report on 'Tis due april 14? i dn she keeps moving the date back. vocab worksheet? hmm what else? ahh that poem explication that was due monday. i have to turn that in tomorrow. i think thats it.no wait, i have to write a one-page critique of "much ado about nothing"..

art- hmm well didnt do anything today but i guess i should help kayla. shes kinda behind..

geometry- wow umm i dn i had homework but i already did it? quiz tomorrow..umm whens the test?

phys. science- ahh who knows we never do anything in there.

gym- nothing.

we have..what 2 days left of this six weeks. only one more left after this. i think the 5th six weeks ends on the 7th.

that spencer guy is coming to our school sometime soon during 6th. i really want to go but i know mrs scott wouldnt let me.

hmm. i took the datamatch survey today and its going to tell me who my soulmate is. im kinda scared to find out, though.

wheel of fortune is on tv.

this weekend was pretty cool. on friday, kayla came over after school and then alex and daniel came over. we had to like wait outside of my house for my dad to get back and then we went to alex's. it was fun.. then kayla spent the night at my house. hmm..on saturday kayla and i went to the mall. and omg i saw like: alex, daniel, drew, celeste, ginger, lexi, hmm and i dn a lot of random kids were talking to me. like these two guys remembered me from 6th grade? and umm these guys were trying to get me to trade something "bigger or better" with them..sketchy? i think so..
hmm then celeste and i didnt leave the mall until late. we went to kroger and got cookie dough, baja california starburst, creamsavers, reese's, coke, umm ya i think thats it. she came over and stn and then on sunday alex, celeste, her mom, and i went to see "much ado about nothing". it would have been good if i actaully knew what was going on.

gosh the pope died. thats pretty crazy. but sad, too.

wow. i heard these two guys talking during geometry today. and they were arguing like VIOLENTLY arguing..over the best video game. and this one guy was like eww ddr is definitely at the bottom, then halo, then.. ya i dn what he said after that because my teacher told him to shut up..

dillon got a haircut!

today celeste and i bought cookies after school..

well i should probably stop wasting your precious time. i need a shower.

and im really tired.. and hungry..and bored.

haha.

i cannot wait until school is out. im so sick of all this work. besides, waking up at 6 in the morning sucks.

so, alex is getting his lisense friday[i think?]. and so i asked my dad if he was allowed to drive me anywhere and he says no. im like wtf?![interrobang!!] and he was like 'you can't ride in the car with other people until you're 16' and im like WTF?! so alex will be like turning 18 and in college when he can drive me places. my question for my dad is: how the hell am i supposed to go anywhere? HE won't drive me anywhere and everybody else's parents are tired of doing it. so, now, the one person who actually wants to, my dad won't let him. and since when did he make that decision? hes never had a problem with that before. god. this is so fucked up.

i was so hungry after school because i hadnt felt like eating all day. and so i came home and i had: a brownie, cheetos, three tacos, lucky charms, and some fruit snacks. so now i feel fat:-/

i really want to get my hair cut. but im scared. it't already kind of short and my bangs aren't all the way grown out yet. i want it like, layered and shorter, though. hmm, what do you think?

sigh

everything just got like really fucked up. because supposedly i said that daniel was fucking up alexs life when i never EVER said that. and now daniel is mad at me because alex, kayla, AND celeste told him that. wtf??? omg and agh he was like yelling at me and i was like crying. sigh. gossip sucks.

i learned how to "dance" today. and so everybody was assigned partners and since we didn't have enough guys, i was paired with marielle. and carlisle was teaching us. it was actaully a lot of fun, even though we looked like total and complete idiots. haha. then mrs. igarashi [ i dn how to spell her name; its japanese] came out and took pictures of us.

so now i know how to curtsy, too.

i really want a good picture of me. like, just me. i dn but i really want to take a cute picture of me and alex, too.
and a cute picture of kayla and daniel, if she'd let me. she "doesn't do pictures" hmm..well i shall think of something.

im going now

good evening, my dears!

much-o love,

lar

boo! its monday!!!

2005-03-29T02:43:43Z

hey well look on the bright side..4 more days until the weekend. yuck!

HAPPY belated EASTER! i hope everyone got plenty of candy and chocolate from the easter bunny cause i sure didnt.

i memorized my sonnet. its the prologue to part 2 of romeo and juliet and its lovely:

Now old desire doth on his death-bed lie/And young affection gapes to be his heir/That fair for which love groan'd for and would die,/With tender Juliet match'd is now not fair./Now Romeo is beloved and loves again,/Alike betwitched by the charm of looks,/But to his foe supposed he must complain,/And she steal love's sweet bait from fearful hooks:/Being held a foe, he may not have access/To breathe such vows as lovers use to swear;/And she as much in love, her means much less/To meet her new beloved anywhere:/But passion lends them power, time means, to meet/Tempering extremities with extreme sweet.

^ yeah so okay i had to look at the copy a few times but ill have it down by tomorrow.

wow it was insane. everybody actually laughed at my recipe poem--'how to get your groove back'. haha.

ahh im almost done with 'Tis and i know all the quotes im going to use for my book report. its such a great book. i think i might read it agian..

rachel wasnt at school today! goshh we sure missed her! i have c lunch tomorrow. fun..!

for dinner i had my absolute favorite: macaroni and cheese! w/ chicken and salad. yum. today in gym i had to play soccer and all the guys played too. it was very..violent[understatement]

today after school my daddy took us to the library and i got my card renewed. i tried to get online but the computer was so slow that by the time i was signed on we had to leave. amanda saw yawn's dad there too and he was tutoring this kid from cbhs.

ahh samantha taped and brought me the OC episode i missed last thursday and it was soo good! i cannnot wait for the next one in 2[:-(] weeeks!! ahh i feel bad for trey and zach. but i really hope ryan and marissa get back together!! yay!

good news: toby was back today!! yayy!! im so glad shes all better.

well hmm what do i have for homework..
history- read the section, questions, project
clue- memorize poem, wow i think thats all
art- nada!
geometry- test tom.
phys. sci- test tom.
well that should be funn. haha im gonna go get started on all that!! wow today during clue there was this girl outside and she was on strike against the us army. she had this sign and it said "join the U.S. Army, Get Raped." i was like hollly shit. so ya apparently she was got raped in the army and they tried to cover it up by relocating her. so now shes trying to spread awareness..

WISH ME LUCK!?! [interrobang!]

much-o love,

lar!

today was fun.

2005-03-26T02:40:40Z

hey guys!

ahh yesterday was umm interesting. i went to the movies and i finally found rachel [she was with corinne] and they went to see a movie. so i didnt see one until 9ish. it was with alex and ben and natalie? well anyways so, ya, all of you guys who liked the ring..it was pretty dumb. a little scary, though.

theyre are so many movies i want to see:

guess who
miss congenialty 2
dark water
hitch
be cool

okay. so only 5? haha.

so ya today i wanted to do something with kayla. we couldnt decide what to do: mall, target, or nothing.
doing nothing was completely out of the question and her mom didnt want to take us to the mall so we ended up going to target. ahh it was actually a lot of fun. i havent done that in a while. when we were done there, we went to starbux and then we walked over to walmart and bought these totally awesome flipflops.
because we are cool like that.
theyre like purple with the pink panther on them. and it says:

think
pink.

ahh ya, so arent we awesome?

i keep forgeting today is only friday. i guess thats a good thing but i dn.

daniel IMed me and i was like, 'woah'..

haha.

im so fat. i had four taco-ish things[?] for dinner and im still hungry. my dad bought us these oreo sticks but im gonna eat them later. i want some ice cream:-/

haha its so funny. amanda has all these little short guys who are in love with her and theyre all like 14-16, and they refuse to believe shes 13. its great. i swear she has like 5 guys who think they are her boyfriend.

i cant buuh-leeve ginger is grounded until next report cards. i havent seen her or lexi in about 2 weeks.:-(

it was so hot today. i was wearing capris and a jacket. it was burning up.

ahh! i got a caramel frappy today! it was dee-lish! once the whipped cream and caramel was gone though, it was just kind of sad.

my sister just kind of took my jacket and i wasnt waering a shirt underneath because it was really hot and ya..awkward much. so now im wearing the CIA tshirt i got in dc.

im gonna go. im insanely bored.

this sucks. everyone left and im gonaa go find where they went.

much-O love,

laR!

at the library!

2005-03-25T00:23:07Z

well its thursday!
finally
the
weekend.

im at the poplar whitestation waiting for sevenohclock. hmm only an hour left.

ahh well i finally picked out a book for my clue reading assignment. its the sequel to Angela's Ashes and its called 'Tis. Frank McCourt is such a great writer. i really like his style.

hmm well also, i have to write 2 more poems for this weekend. im writing a 'recipe poem' and a parody of oh captain, my captain. these should be fun.

we had this metal detector test today and like nobody knew about it. it was completely suprising. so..ya a lot of people got into some trouble. i didnt even get searched, though. if they are going to do these things, they might as well search everyone.

the highlights of my day:

my history test was open book, open note. score!

we had a sub. in science. woohoo! but dude she told us if we didnt do our work we would get shot..everyone was acting so crazy in therre.

i got to come to the library and see alex.

hmm well thats basically all.

the not-so-greats:

i didnt finish my art project and it turns out i drew the buildings wrong so i have to redo it.

this lady yelled at me for my skirt being to short. luckily, i didnt get written up.

coach willis made the girls run laps for being bad football players.

haha. but ill get over it. ive just had a good day altogether so far. now if only i had something decent to wear. i have with me: a white skirt, jeans, my school clothes, and my vikki's secret "lemonade" shirt. i think i might have a jacket to wear with that but im not sure. neither of my shoes work either. i only brought my nb and converse. thats all the clothes i could cram into my backpack.

man my stomach is going to start eating itself if i dont get some food soon. the most recent thing ive eaten is mentos..and im pretty sure that doesnt count as food.

my nails look so good. theyre all long and not chipping. i wish i could get them done though. they would look absolutely fab-yu-luss.

agh i need a new purse. hmm i should def. add that to my birthday list. june 22. dont forget to mark that on your calendars.

this is what im getting[or at least what i want] from my daddy:

mini shuffle ipod
flatss!
2 new belly rings
bikini!
and PURSE.

its not really all that much:-/.

ahh. its the fifth six weeks. i cannot wait for this school year to be over!
im going to maybe florida, maybe chicago w/celeste, and gahh i hope somewhere else. not to mention ill be at the pool everyday.

sometime this weekend, us girls are haveing a day at the mall. it'll be our first "girl's night out" and its going to be awesome. keep your schedules open.

i think im gonna go try to call rachel or somebody. i wish she was online.

forty
minutes
to go.

well im out. gonna make some calls then start walking.
wish me luck!

ill see you at the movies, i hope!

much-O love,

lar!

hey everyone!

2005-03-24T02:08:34Z

bonjour mon amies!

well..umm wow so as most of you know alex and i are broken up. and since then ive had some time..for me. and i realized that ive needed to fix some things in my life that were pretty messed up. so i did. and now im feeling a lot better about myself.

so im doing decently in the school related area-- i got a 97 on a geometry test and a 100 on a project. in history im doing a historical site visit on elmwood cemetery. in clue ive turned in all my homework and ive written two poems. in art, ive been working diligently on my city landscape drawing.

celeste and i helped mrs kitts decorate the classroom for romeo and juliet today and yesterday. yesterday we stayed after school until 5 and it was insane. today we stayed during 7th period. i just feel so productive.

today we got our forms to sign up for our classes in 10th grade.
classes im taking maybe?

preAP english 10
honors French 1
honors algebra 2
honors biology
1/2 semester classes:
drivers ed
interior design
contemporay issues
etomology

haha. yeah so today after school [well technically after dr phil] my daddy and jenna took me to mcdonalds then to the movies. we saw Diary of a Mad Black Woman. it was such a touching movie. i could relate so much..well as much as a white girl relates to a black woman. but it really helped me understand some things. not to mention it was HILARIOUS.

wow last night rachel and i realized something. something depressing. we are soo much different from last year. like i just want to go back to 8th grade DC trip. sigh. i dont want to grow up yet. like..im not ready to. i hope things slow down sometime soon.

my dad made me a dentist appointment and an orthodontist appointment. i think i might have to get braces. yuck!

erica brought me hot cheetos for lunch.
they were yummy.

i have to pick out a book to read for clue. like tonight. which reminds me..i have homework..i think? haha

my art teacher asked me if i was going for art 2. i was like wtf? me?! haha. she was really disappointed. its sad when IM the best artist in the class.haha oh well.

i got out of three classes today. *cheers* 2nd period we had an assembly..thing..for our 10th grade schedules. and 6th period i got out of science for a FHAO meeting. and then 7th- i got out of gym to help mrs kitts out.

ahh! i have so many things coming up. like 10 things next month to do. lets see- a 5K walk, club meetings, international fair, some thing at RHS, a book report duue, a history project, gahh i dont even know what else.

i drove..well my daddy did..but he drove by cbhs. and it brought back memories.like of a certain night like half a year ago. omg

i need time to think.

celeste was right. like she is always. she told me writing would help. and it does.
ive been writing her notes everyday. but like..LONG notes. haha.

i have a geometry test on tuesday. that means C lunch with RAE! yayY!!

im gonna go. american idol is on and i kinda want to watch it. well yeah and like 8734135 people keeep IMing me.

this weekend is going to be crazy. im so glad we have friday off.

ciao, myy darlings!

much-O love,

laR!